Diego, I sympathize with your situation. Glad that you’ve found a “safe home” here away from social media.
Specs for loudspeakers can be very helpful, but won’t tell you everything you need to know about how they sound.
In your case, I recommend, as much as possible, try to go to some place where you can audition the speakers that you are considering, in a good environment. Also, I think we have another thread here about brands and models where you could ask specific model-based questions.